dat's warning for me.

9:06 PM |

i x tahu how to describe myself feeling rite now. wowwww!! i rs ini dugaan ke-2 plg t'besar yg i dpt. 2 days i'm crying a lot & time tdo juz 2 jam. my head was spinning around. x tahu nk pkir ape. i almost gv up on evrything. feeling like my life was so empty. feeling like nobody gonna trust on u anymore. but last nite sum1 told me dat i hv to be a strong person. if i takot to face dis prob, smpai ke sudah i xkn jumpe ape2. ur crying doesn't help u anything. unless u keep trying rite? so, i pegang kata2 dia. tp ape2 pun, family come 1st. they r willing to do anything juz to make sure u in safe. diorg xkn merungut ape2 utk tlg u in wuteva matters yg u ade. they always beside u. family r everything. dat's what i learned 4 today. i learned to appreciate THEM.

so.. dis morning i had to say goodbye to two of my best fren. there r SU MANJA & HANI. they r very nice & very helpful person dat i ever knoe. lot of things dat we do & share togetha babe. EVRYTHINGS. but now i'm losing the both of u wif a lot of questions dat r not answered. honestly, i love the FRIENDSHIP dat we had. :((((

love u guys!!

then in d afternoon, my sis bring me to KLCC. which i think it helps me to cheer me up a lil bit. we juz had our lunch at MADAM KWAN'S then we go to HARROD'S. once i got there, i'm feeling like, ishhhh.. rambangnye mataku. all of my probs ilang dlm sekelip mata. haha! tp bila dh blk umah, my feeling down blk. dun know why. but 2day i felt so so so satisfied coz my family was around me. weeeeee~~ ((((;